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Lost and found.... By Gladiolus

 It's going to engulf me....HELP!! Can anyone hear me....please! I almost feel like I can't breathe anymore...help me...PLEASE...save me..!

NO NO NO....WHAT ARE YOU DOING? You cannot let this happen to yourself. Come on, be 'NORMAL'. They say be you,so be you. But how can I be you when I am ME...I used to be...the ME I lost while trying to blend in with yous....

I cannot carry on like this anymore. Light....Oh...where's the light? What's this?  My mobile? No, it's square.,feels like a book, the pages feel rough though...like handmade paper....it's my diary!!!

What's this urge? This urge to rip apart my diary! How can I do that? It's all in here....the sweet smell of warm summer breeze....the green grass....the radiant sun....the laughs...the giggles.....ME.

O her voice sounds so silvery....she seems...happy. Wasn't she the one I made a promise to? A promise to never change. How can I break that? What happened then?

What's this light? Wait...the darkness...it's retreating. Have I found her then? Has she come back? Have I then found.......the lost ME? 

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  1. wizard from HogwartsSeptember 24, 2020 at 1:04 PM

    that is touching....I forgot THE COUNTS when I tried to fit in with the society's standards.
    hope to see more

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