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The Night And I - Amber Blue

 

My caged loneliness that have been tamed to wear the facade of social being grows more wild and wild until it becomes the 'π—·π—²π—Ήπ—Όπ˜‚π˜€π˜†'!  
-jealousy of what??
- 𝗷𝗲aπ—Ήπ—Όπ˜‚π˜€π˜† 𝗼𝗳 π˜π—΅π—² "π—‘π—œπ—šπ—›π—§ "!! 
The nights like me are the loneliest beings and yet, oh and yet their ataraxy weave them stupendously. 
I am jealous how the nights like me are the loneliest beings but they have got their stars,
 the stars that wrap the naked sky,
 the stars that make those lonely nights an embodiment of Aphrodite and
 what are these nights without their stars?? 
I am jealous that  the nights would dance in the tune of darkness if it were not for the stars and 
yet would wear the callow vanity and would ridicule my loneliness. 

I am jealous how lonely the nights are, and 
yet the stars would love them and worship them with an unexplained zeal. 
As if I am unaware of their jejune plays ,their hide and seek? 
How the stars would harbour behind the clouds and the nights would 'pretend' to seek for them!! 
Haven't I seen the inane giggles of the stars as if there lies a grandeur in that darkness!! 
Ohh! How imbecile of them to wait for the nights thinking they would come to court those stars. 

I am jealous of the nights because I have seen the unheard desires in the eyes of those stars that the night haven't, because I have felt the ache of those stars born from the millions of forgotten promises and yet the nights haven't -  Time and again as I would stare at those stars to paint my loneliness with their lights, they would dart away from me to choose those callous nights, those ephemeral armour leave them in agony and yet they gallop to chose those nights. 

The nights have been  pampering their estranged loneliness and now they are inextricable,
 but the silly stars don't follow the deception while their blinded by  the deliberately tailored 
fallacious amour of the nights. 
The nights and I, we both are despondent reeking of uncertain silences and synching in our hearts  is the darkness and yet... Ohh and yet the nights have got those stars , their stars. 
Ought I not to be jealous of 
thy "π—‘π—œπ—šπ—›π—§π—¦"?!! 

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